Sunday, May 23, 2010

Dialog dengan Faez Zakaria...

awal bulan 5 haritu ada seorang pelajar bernama Faez,rakan sekelas Ishbir,jemput aku pegi kenduri doa selamat kat rumah dia..katanya abg die sambung belajar kat uum kos syariah,tp die ckp sambil gelak..aku hampir x percaya,tp bila dia mesej tanya dtg ke x tu rasa cam betul,jd aku pun bersiap dan p rumah dia..aku jumpa semua ahli keluarga dia.. mak, abah, kakak, abg, tok, pakcik dan makcik..kaum kerabat sahabat handai..semuanya diperkenalkan...huhu...tiba2 aku ada kat rumah yg sepatutnya begitu asing tp xasing pun bila ada dlm tu..selepas seminggu lebih aku teruskan P&P seperti biasa..last week permulaan minggu peperiksaan.. malamnya..tibe2 masuk mesej..
Faez : Salam..Cikgu bla nak balik kampung nie?
Cikgu: Salam,blajaq dulu bg dapat a utk bm,bi,mat,pi,ti, sy blanja tiket p balik penang..2-3 hari kat sana sy blanja..huhu
Faez : mmg xleh dpt ckgu
Cikgu: boleh..faez boleh (100x)..dgn syarat tak,asik ikut kwn2 mbazir kat mana ni?
Faez : kat nie pun makin malas ja
Cikgu: hm..xboleh malas2..kena rajin..nak kena ada ckgu kat sblah ajar faez ka?
Faez : xtaula ckgu..faez nak taget bm ngan t.i ja..
Cikgu : hm..sempat lg,taerget biar bnyk,nanti balik penang ckgu beli buku yg sesuai utk ulngkaji bm,mat n ape2la..faez x tingin ka kluar dr lgkawi,smbung blaja kt luaq,pastu keja yg bagus2.. tingin x?
Faez : tula saya nak lulus bm ckgu nak sambung skolah la
Cikgu: ok..xpa,ckgu tolong,tp start lepas cuti skolah,ckgu cari buku yg sesuai utk faez guna..
Faez : ada dah buka tpi bla baca lama2 rasa boring plak ckgu..
Cikgu: nnti ckgu ajar mcm mana nk bg hilng kan boring..sllnya kita akan boring kalo kita xpaham
apa yang kita baca..
Faez : yeka..laptop beli katne murah cikgu
Cikgu: penang murah..nk hadiah lptop,dpt result spm bagus,kcgu hadiah kt faez laptop yg comel
Faez : bkn faez nk ckgu..ayah ngan mak nk pi antar abg abg col dye dh bli..
Cikgu: pun mesti nk jgak kan? bljr btl2..kalo dpt bgus,ckgu btl2 bg hadiah kat
Faez : dulu faez kolah agama ckgu tau dak..
Cikgu: ya ka?pastu?
Faez : faez benti ckgu..
Cikgu : knp faez benti?
Faez : pg tu sy g smyg subuh pastu nak pi sidai bju la,faez nampak buah durian jatuh faez g ambk
faez mmg xdak niat nak curi pun.ustaz tu tuduh faez curi dye nak pukul faez ngan merton..
Cikgu : hm..xpa..yg lepas tu lepas,yg penting skang ni..faez kna buktikan kat semua faiz ada masa
depan yang cerah..huhu..ceramah motivasi..heh
Faez : awt ckgu nie x garang pun..knp ckgu baik ngan smua owg..
Cikgu : nk buat cmana?blum buat sy marah,tp kalo sy marah,mksudnya trukla pbuatan org ni tegas,tp xgarang..marah bila rasa plu..napa?nk sy marah ka?

Ending mesej-mesej ni aku tido...die pun tido..lepas tu jumpa kat sekolah saling senyum..hehehe.. point dia..kalo i marah...tahap tertinggi...i xnak jumpa sesapa pun..xnak tengok muka sapa pun yg boleh ingatkan i pada orang yang i marah...baru ni sekali marah kat sumone..di pagi hari.. sbb dia dh mengingatkan i pada sumone yg i xnak ingat..ape lagi..nangis i..terus off hp..xnak ckp ngan org tu..tapi sian kat dia..dia xtau ape2..die x salah..apela bengap benor teman ni..melepaskan marah pada org yg salah..sib baik marah kejapja..pastu i layan baikja..hehehehehe.... mintak maak pada encik inspektor,unit hospital penjara taiping..ampun pak sbb marah sorry...

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

It's Not Easy To Be Me

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me

I’m more than a bird…I’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me

I wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
'bout a home I’ll never see

It may sound absurd…but don’t be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed…but won’t you concede
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me

Up, up and away…away from me
Well it’s all right…You can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy…or anything…

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
inside of me ...... inside of me ...(x2)

I’m only a man in a funny red sheet
I’m only a man looking for a dream

I’m only a man in a funny red sheet

It’s not easy ... wu.. hoo.. hoo..
It’s not easy to be me...

Monday, May 17, 2010

The words that should never be left unsaid..

Remember the time you were alone with someone you cared for. You felt so in love, and you wanted so much to say, “I love you." But you were shy. You held back. You didn’t say a word. And when you looked again, she had gone. You had let that moment, the best and only time to say it, slip by. The magical moment, gone forever.

You watched your best friend on stage. He was flawless. His performance was remarkable. When you saw him backstage, you pretended to be composed, and all you said was, “OK!” But what you really wanted to do was hug him and jump about in overflowing admiration, and scream, “You were great! You were so fantastic! I’m so proud of you!” But you didn’t say it. You held back. Later you realized your best friend would have appreciated you more, and felt more elated if you had said the words you felt like saying.

How many times have you found yourself regretting that you didn’t speak out the love, admiration, sympathy, or joy that you really felt? How many times did you want to believe the moment will come again, but had to accept that chances are it never will? How many times did you go to bed repeating to yourself, “I should have said...”?

It takes a little presence of mind to grab these pockets of space and time that give us the opportunity to say the words that should not be left unsaid. We all understand that these precious moments present themselves briefly. And we all know that as brief as they are, these are the times we must recognize as rare opportunities for us to express how much we care.

Yes, words that say how much we care - that is the only reason we cannot afford to let the moment slip by. The words are short and simple. They can be said over and over again. They never lose their meaning. No one tires of hearing them. And their impact is enhanced when said at the right moment. These are the simple but powerful words that should never be left unsaid.

Compliment. Everyone loves a good compliment. The best moment is when there are a lot of people around. Say it promptly, say it aloud. “You’re looking good!” “Nice hair!” “Black suits you well!” “Your nails are gorgeous!” “Did you lose weight?” “Cool car!” “You must tell me where you bought those shoes!”

Reinforce. It sounds like a compliment, but it’s more of a reinforcement or affirmation of something someone did well. “That was a nice thing to say.” “Your performance was flawless!” “You were incredible out there!” “Hey, I couldn’t have done it better!” “This is a masterpiece! Can you give me a copy?” “When I grow up I want to be like you.”

Empathize. Share feelings. If you were in his shoes, what words would you like to hear? “You must be very proud of your kids!” “I’m so happy for you.” “This is so exciting!” “I’m enjoying this. Let’s do this more often.”

Sympathize. Show compassion. Be there and comfort. Condole. “I understand how you feel.” “It’s all right.” “You’ll be fine.” “Things will work out. Don’t worry.”

Apologize. This takes not only timing, but also sincerity. An apology is one of the most powerful words that should never be left unsaid. It heals wounds, mends broken hearts, and brings back what otherwise would have been needlessly lost forever. Be sorry. Be honest. And say it. “I’m sorry.” “Please forgive me.” “It’s my fault. It will never happen again.”

Express. Translate expressions of love and happiness to words. The right moment presents itself all the time. Grab it before it goes away. Say how much you care. Express how happy you are. Share the feeling. Put it in words. “I really enjoy shopping with you.” “It’s so nice to see you again.” “I’m so glad I work here.” “I’m very proud of you, my son.” “I love you very much.”

Appreciate. And don’t forget the most important words of all, the words that express appreciation, goodwill, and caring, the words that one can never have too much of, and therefore should never, ever, be left unsaid to family, friends, colleagues and strangers, “Thank you.”

And, finally, never forget, on a daily basis, to acknowledge Allah and give thanks to Him for everything in your life.

I copied this from The words that should never be left unsaid By Ruby Bayan-Gagelonia but had been edited by me

Sunday, May 16, 2010

selamat hari guru =)

Poem As Teacher's Day Gift

Why God Made Teachers

When God created teachers,
He gave us special friends
To help us understand His world
And truly comprehend
The beauty and the wonder
Of everything we see,
And become a better person
With each discovery.

When God created teachers,
He gave us special guides
To show us ways in which to grow
So we can all decide
How to live and how to do
What's right instead of wrong,
To lead us so that we can lead
And learn how to be strong.

Why God created teachers,
In His wisdom and His grace,
Was to help us learn to make our world
A better, wiser place
- Kevin William Huff


Paint their minds
And Guide Their Thoughts
Share their achievements
And Advise Their Faults

Inspire a Love
Of Knowledge And Truth
As you light the path
Which leads our youth

For our future brightens
With Each Lesson You Teach
Each smile you lengthen
Each goal you help reach

For the dawn of each poet
Each Philosopher And King
Begins with a Teacher
And the wisdom they bring
- Kevin William Huff

Saturday, May 15, 2010

What about now?

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,