Tuesday, October 9, 2012

Sad Quotes about Love and Life

Sometimes people just don't understand...

~ She says she doesn't care, but her eyes tell a different story.
~ Behind my smile is a hurting heart.  Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart.  Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am...isn't me.
~ To tell you the truth, I've just been avoiding everything.
~Don't say you know me, when I don't even know myself.
~ I think I'm afraid of being happy because everytime I'm happy, something bad always happens.
~ Just once I want someone to look at me right away and think I was beautiful.  Not after they get to know me, or after they see inside my soul, just me.  I want to walk in a room and light up, not blend.
~ I know God wouldn't give me anything I can't handle, I just wish he didn't trust me so much.
~ A golden heart stopped beating, working hands went to rest.  He broke many hearts to prove to us, he only takes the best.
~ When I do something great, no one ever seems to remember, but when I do something wrong, no one can ever seem to forget.
~There is only one rain cloud in the sky...and it's raining on me.  Somehow I'm not surprised.
-Eeyore-
~ I wake up and think dreams are real.  I sleep so I don't have to feel.
~ It's not that I wanna have it, it's just that I wanna deserve it.
~ I don't know if you've ever felt like that.  That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years, or just not exist, or just not be aware that you do exist, or something like that.  I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this.  That's why I'm trying not to think.  I just want it all to stop spinning.
-The Perks of Being A Wildflower-
~ Walking down the hall with her head held high, every hair is in its place, sees a friend and she waves hi, wearing a smile on her perfect face.  Friendly, smart, and beautiful, everyone adores this girl.  Seemingly content, her head's in a whirl.  Inside she's unhappy, and doesn't know why.  She lays in her bed at night and cries.  She doesn't know what causes the tears; how could this princess have insecurities or fears?  She has it all.  A pretty smile, many friends, a great guy, the newest trends, her family has money, she gets good grades, has her own car, and her makeup never fades.  Always looking happy, every single day, but inside she's feeling a different way.  This is wonder girl, she's everyone's dream, but things aren't always what they seem.
~ I don't deserve you...I never did.
~ Behind my smile is everything you'll never understand.
~ No matter what, no matter who, no matter what I do, somebody hates me. -Reel Big Fish-
~ Cause fucking up takes practice, and I feel I'm well rehearsed. 
~ I didn't want to admit it.  It was easier to lie.  Hide the hurt and emptiness to smile instead of cry.
~ I've learned it takes years to build up trust, but only seconds to destroy it.
~ Life doesn't hurt until you think about how much things have changed, who you've lost along the way, and how much of it was your fault.
~ Why can't you just love me for who I am?
~ Have you ever felt so alone and nothing makes sense?  Well that's how I feel right now...I feel like I'm facing everything myself, with nothing but tears and a fake smile...
~ I don't know if I'm getting better or just used to the pain.
~ Sometimes I wish I could just be a little kid again.  So when life gets tough you can just play pretend.  I wanna go back to when Santa did exist.  When your daddy was theonly boy you ever kissed.  When Disney World was the best place to be.  When the only movies you could see were rated G.  When your biggest problem was learning to write your name and people didn't change...and your friends were the same.  And every time you were sad or you had a bad day.  You could just run to mommy and it would all be okay.  I wanna go back to no hurt...and no pain...just laughter.  When everyone alwayslives happily ever after.
~ When I cry at night, the only thing I can think to myself is...how can I seem so---perfectly fine in the morning.  Why do I smile like nothing is wrong?  And how does not one single person notice that I'm not okay?
~ I don't know what I want in life.  I don't know what I want right now.  All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day, there won't be any more of me left.  Everything that ever cause a tear to trickle down my cheeks, I run away and hide from it.  But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me.  And I don't know what to do.  I just know that the pain I felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more.
~ Teardrops slowly fall from my eyes as I look to the sky, and I question how come life keeps passing me right on by.  I just wonder why I can't escape, is this my fate?  To always be unhappy and how much longer must I wait...
~ Words hurt more than anything else can, because they last, sometimes forever.
~ It sucks to be alone, even when there are people all around you.   -Scrubs-
~ I wanna get lost from my life sometimes, sit on the side and watch the world go by, I wanna get lost and I don't know why.   -Everclear-
~ Have you ever lived my life, have you ever spent one minute in my shoes?  If you haven't, then tell me why you judge me like you do.
~ Every morning you get up and put on a fake smile...but what if one morning you didn't?  Would anyone notice?
~ I'm not saying I have nothing.  I'm not saying I'm gone completely.  It's just sometimes it's all a bit too much to handle.  Sometimes I feel like it's too much.  I'm not going to do anything stupid because I know it will get better, it has to right?  Otherwise there wouldn't be anyone who would live past their teenage years.  But for now, just for now, it hurts.
~ You know sometimes, like when someone dies, and you're sad, and it's ok to be sad?  But then there are times when you're supposed to be happy but you're sad anyway...and those times are even worse than the times when you're supposed to be sad.
~ I just don't feel like I know myself very well right now, so how can I be sure about anything?  Most of the time I feel so awkward, you know, like I don't belong in my own skin, I get frustrated at everything, I could just scream and there's no reason for it, I just hate myself

Monday, February 13, 2012

Kuatkan Jiwa Dengan Dos Qiamulail



Wahai orang yang berselimut!. (1) Bangunlah sembahyang Tahajud pada waktu malam, selain dari sedikit masa (yang tak dapat tidak untuk berehat), (2) Iaitu separuh dari waktu malam atau kurangkan sedikit dari separuh itu, (3) Ataupun lebihkan (sedikit) daripadanya dan bacalah Al-Quran dengan "Tartil". (4)
(Sayugialah engkau dan pengikut-pengikutmu membiasakan diri masing-masing dengan ibadat yang berat kepada hawa nafsu, kerana) sesungguhnya Kami akan menurunkan kepadamu wahyu (Al-Quran yang mengandungi perintah-perintah) yang berat (kepada orang-orang yang tidak bersedia menyempurnakannya). (5)
Sebenarnya sembahyang dan ibadat malam lebih kuat kesannya (kepada jiwa) dan lebih tetap betul bacaannya. (6)
(Kami galakkan engkau dan umatmu beribadat pada waktu malam), kerana sesungguhnya engkau pada siang hari mempunyai urusan-urusan yang panjang kira bicaranya; (7)
Dan sebutlah (dengan lidah dan hati) akan nama Tuhanmu (terus menerus siang dan malam), serta tumpukanlah (amal ibadatmu) kepadaNya dengan sebulat-bulat tumpuan. (8)
Dialah Tuhan yang menguasai timur dan barat; tiada Tuhan melainkan Dia; maka jadikanlah Dia Penjaga yang menyempurnakan urusanmu. (9)
Dan bersabarlah terhadap apa yang dikatakan oleh mereka (yang menentangmu), dan jauhkanlah dirimu dari mereka dengan cara yang baik. (10)
Dan biarkanlah Aku sahaja membalas orang-orang yang mendustakan (bawaanmu) itu, orang-orang yang berada dalam kemewahan dan berilah tempoh kepada mereka sedikit masa; (11)
Kerana sesungguhnya di sisi Kami disediakan (untuk mereka) belenggu-belenggu dan Neraka yang menjulang-julang, (12) Serta makanan yang menjadikan pemakannya tercekik dan azab seksa yang tidak terperi sakitnya. (13)
(Azab itu tetap berlaku) pada hari bumi dan gunung-ganang bergoncang (serta hancur lebur) dan menjadilah gunung-ganang itu timbunan pasir yang mudah bersepah. (14)
Sesungguhnya Kami telah mengutus kepada kamu (wahai umat Muhammad), seorang Rasul yang menjadi saksi terhadap kamu (tentang orang yang mematuhi atau menolak seruannya), sebagaimana Kami telah mengutus kepada Firaun seorang Rasul. (15)
Maka Firaun menderhaka kepada Rasul itu, lalu Kami menyeksakannya dengan azab seksa yang seberat-beratnya. (16)
(Sekiranya kamu tidak ditimpa azab di dunia), maka bagaimana kamu dapat menjaga dan menyelamatkan diri kamu kalau kamu kufur ingkar (dari azab) hari yang huru-haranya menyebabkan kanak-kanak menjadi tua beruban? (17)
Langit (yang demikian besarnya) akan pecah belah dengan sebab kedahsyatan hari itu. (Ingatlah), janji Allah adalah perkara yang tetap dilakukanNya. (18)
Sesungguhnya (keterangan-keterangan yang mengandungi amaran) ini menjadi peringatan oleh itu sesiapa yang mahukan kebaikan dirinya dapatlah dia mengambil jalan yang membawa kepada Tuhannya (dengan iman dan taat). (19)
Sesungguhnya Tuhanmu yakni Allah (wahai Muhammad) mengetahui bahawasanya engkau bangun (sembahyang Tahajud) selama kurang dari dua pertiga malam dan selama satu perduanya dan selama satu pertiganya dan (demikian juga dilakukan oleh) segolongan dari orang-orang yang bersama-samamu (kerana hendak menepati perintah yang terdahulu); padahal Allah jualah yang menentukan dengan tepat kadar masa malam dan siang. Dia mengetahui bahawa kamu tidak sekali-kali akan dapat mengira dengan tepat kadar masa itu, lalu Dia menarik balik perintahNya yang terdahulu (dengan memberi kemudahan) kepada kamu; oleh itu bacalah mana-mana yang mudah kamu dapat membacanya dari Al-Quran (dalam sembahyang). Dia juga mengetahui bahawa akan ada di antara kamu orang-orang yang sakit dan yang lainnya orang-orang yang musafir di muka bumi untuk mencari rezeki dari limpah kurnia Allah dan yang lainnya lagi orang-orang yang berjuang pada jalan Allah (membela agamaNya). Maka bacalah mana-mana yang mudah kamu dapat membacanya dari Al-Quran dan dirikanlah sembahyang serta berikanlah zakat dan berilah pinjaman kepada Allah sebagai pinjaman yang baik (ikhlas) dan (ingatlah), apa jua kebaikan yang kamu kerjakan sebagai bekalan untuk diri kamu, tentulah kamu akan mendapat balasannya pada sisi Allah, sebagai balasan yang sebaik-baiknya dan yang amat besar pahalanya dan mintalah ampun kepada Allah; sesungguhnya Allah Maha Pengampun, lagi Maha Mengasihani. / (20)
Surah Al-Muzzammil 73: Ayat 1 Hingga 20